AVURUDHU DAWNS

Man i got so many text messages.. well maybe thats a slight exaggeration i probably got about 7 wishing me .. but reason i say so many is because each time i got a msg the phoned beeped and i was trying to sleep but somehow its hard and u keep wondering what in that msg.. so i had to get up to assuage my curiosity...... and as suspected nothing of important...

.. the highlight for me this morning was the fact that the garbage truck came.. for obvious reasons but we also managed to get rid of all the accumulated rubbish.... rain and garbage don't get along i tell ya!

Anyway i feel like a load has been lifted.. thanks guys for coming to collect avurudu money!

Today im sposed to be sulking - at 11.30 am im going to a friends place for lunch... hope the lunch is good.....

attempt to cook

i tried and failed miserably i like to think thats because the recipes were messed and not because im not a natural born cooker .. lolz..

send me some recipes people... sharing is caring

Lion Talk

• hate people who are stingy and make use of other people, specially people who dont reciprocate.. i mean sometimes you do things cause basically your a nice person and you have genuine helping desires.. but when you keep doing things over and over again and then come to the realisation that when the roles are reversed they dont think of you in that way.. thats so fucking annoying.. im now learning to become an asshole little by little
  
• i hate to see old beggars and child beggars but my sympthy towards the old ones is more ;P.. i think of my grandfather.. man he was the best in the WORLD.. unfortunately like everyone else.. eventually he died... his name was tarzan!!!!
• Love to go out with my girlfreinds.. they r the best in the world.. ..i realsied that what ever we may be wearing.. how ever shitty we may look.. only compliments are heard.. and at the end of the day we party like we are the sexiest sirens in town.. for me mental oblivion and peace is more important than anything else!
• Have you realised how when you were a kid you never gave a shit of how dirty your hands were.. washing hands before meals was only if caught.. you were dirty with animals and hardly ever sick.. past a certain age one tends to wash your hand.. dont allow animals onto the sofa's/beds etc in the house.. but im resisting growing up and learning to do all those shite things again and loving it.. i dont wanna grow up ever...
• NKOTB is back.. i still love their old songs.. now adays its not so easy to learn the new lyrics all that rapping.. im trying.. and learning yet..gotta rock on right...
• I think im trying to be like my mom with each passing day and succeeding .. she is great and the best everrrrrr(for me) i guess everyone feels like that.. i always think you wanna know how good someone is check for 3 thinks.. if she/he is stingy with thinks, how animals are treated and how family is treated and one more i forgot check if they have friends.. some people dont have any and thats one good indicator to leave em alone! no really - trust me (although u should not)

theres this girl

and she is in love with me so totally and crazily... there is this boy too that's totaly and crazily in love with me... im not a looker really.. nor am i ugly reallyyyyy:D but still i like to think i mesmerise people.. my ego is massive although well concealed in what i think in an unassuming manner ...

i dont know what to write i really like to write about my first two sentences but im lazyy.. i think i ate too much.. lunch was awesome.. i didnt know that mango curry cooked with dry fish could be so mmmmmmm..

i know so many people who blog and since im trying to be annonymouse its so damn difficult to type.. if someone reads what i really wanna write and i know that someone its a damn easy guess..

my life is like an open book except for all my thoughts...

some times i like to sleep cause then im not bothered by anyone and i can dream my dreams which will only be jst that..

im not lazy but i dont go all out for anything... and i mean absolutely anything...

i hate holidays so fucking boring... now i have this but still ugh...neeed a smoke now too much stress thinking what to write ..

phew

once i got here i have nothing to say for now.. normally im so full of bs which i think only i think of :D i know everyone thinks like that.. but even if i know it i dont believe it ...

pls. note i wont be re-checking my grammar and spelling... atleats i spelt that right! i jst cant be bothered...

i dont feel so good today.. i put oil on my hair and i hate it.. im only doing it is because the hairdresser actually tsked when i said i didnt.. but he didnt tell me to apply but that tsk worked..

ok im off.. im on limited typoing time here... will write some of my shite thoughts later.. have lots of secret shit happening in my life!!!