dried flowers

title has nothing to do with the content.. needed a title and valentine flowers are drying in the vase.. so .. above

i feel it happening again.. everything that goes up comes down... beginging and end..do people find that ever lasting flower?

first it was like 12 ish then 3 ish now.2.5 isng ... decreasing has started.. boredom is setting in.. must stop before it all gets wasted :)

happiness comes from within.. how the hell do u locate it .. wheres that on button...

how do u not hurt people.. absolute transparency ? or jst stay away.. from too many ..too indepth kind of involvements...

should i sleep or should i stay?

need some cheap entertainment..

confused.. are we really

havent written in ages.... not that my life hasnt been without any action ... geez.. so much and so sensitive in nature i dont wanna write here either.. well maybe in a vague manner ..

i think i have perfected the art of flirting now.. .. people are so predicatable that i cant deviate even a little.. and for me.. its monotonous... sigh....or i keep going for the same type.. who vary only in looks..

i told my better half i dont wanna marry.. after a week of silence... he managed to make me feel bad about .. anyway its on again.. but its funny how i make up my mind.. i mean i still dont wanna m,arry but i can accept certain things and proceed... the flip side of that is.. i, gonna get nasty.. after some time.. probably a few years.. and then no one can really say anything to me.. cause i didnt want to get married right.. god people are so fucking mad about this marrying business.. why cant they mind their own buisiness.. and who cares what others say.. for thatw eek of silence and when i thought i got my way.. wow the dreams i weaved .. :D.. anyway inhave slightly cvhanged as welll.. jst do what i want // i guess im selecretly hoping i will get ditched.. looks like no chance.. for all my thoughts.. im not as bad as i may sound.. sigh.. soemtimes i wish i had normal thoughts and was a normal bitch

im gonna start doing various charity work.. i think that comes with age as well :d


;p.. gotta get back to offline living now ..over and out